Ahhhhhh!!!

I had this fabulous revelation this morning: No body cares. I can offer myself as I am to people and they have a choice to accept me or not. And those people that accept don't care that I can be a little quirky, that I talk a lot, that I don't know how to tell creeps to fuck off, that I only have red wine to offer, or that I made semi-cold chicken sandwiches for us to eat at four in the morning. Like, where have these people been my whole life!? After 30 years of being critiqued, I get to just live and be me. This is so fuckin awesome!