Silence.

After weeks of silence. I am feeling. I started crying yesterday, and it is so hard to stop. I have so many questions. Questions for God, or the divine. Why? Why? Why? Why am going through this? Why nine years? A nine year lesson. Will I ever be enough? Enough for another person to love? I want someone to take a risk to be with me. Someone to give up, whatever it is that holds them back. I want someone that will give up other women. I want someone that will give up their ego or their insecurities. I want someone to choose me. I want to be loved. I will settle for nothing less.