Alone.

Feeling so alone and abandoned by all my friends. Its just me, fending for myself, trying not to get depressed. House in disarray. Nothing I can do about it until carpet gets fixed tomorrow. Nothing to distract me from my own blah-ness. Time goes slowly. Cloudy day. Want a change. Want something to motivate me. Playing with blonde hair. Everyone fights for my lap. Maybe they feel the same blah-ness I feel. We all need summer.